I didn't win the contest.
The same kid I was bitching about ... the one who said he could afford one... yeah, he cheated his way into first on the last day.

Utter bullshit, and Im taking an anger break from that fucking site.


My days have been going by fast.
I fly into San Diego for the Comic Con on July 24th, and then drive down to LA July 26th-August 4th. Im crashing couches and generally hanging out.
Excited... counting down days, minutes, seconds until then.
I have not seen LA in so long. Im so ready.


Im finally getting a lot of my shit in order. Im selling custom hair-extensions again thru SG... fringes/bangs, loose hair clip in sets, and maybe even synthetic dreads. I may have found a tattoo artist for my sleeve. Im doing art.
Im still not sleeping until 6am, but hey ... one hurdle at a time.
Im happier these days than I have been in awhile.

Goodie.




Someone replied to a drunken email I sent out, so I got to read my own words with a sober mind. They -sound- like me, but I have no memory of writing it.

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"the flavor of vodka still runs full in my veins.
My hearts lies in Ireland, I hear its lovely there.
I see your crush is Apil O neil. I always likes Casey Jones myself. It must be the need to tame the man behind the wild mask.

wow, still so drunk.
Enough with this internet, before i do something I come to regret, wholeheartedly."
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[18+]


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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the photo and saying it's yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
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[everything is subject to change at my whim]

Why is my header fucking up suddenly?
grr.....

Ok my fellow monsters, I need all the help I can get.

I know I could never really afford a Wii, and I want one to bits. You know I am a gaming nerd.
So, I entered a contest to win one.
Ive spent a stupid amount of time working on this entry, its embarrassing. And kids are winning over me, with things on their profiles like "I was going to buy one, but now I can win one!"
No -- YOU go buy one. I cant. Let me have it.

Bah.

Well anyways .. it was for BEST ENTOURAGE ... you kidding? My best friends are some of the other SuicideGirls, no doubt. Friends thru nudity, drinking and dancing... you know the lot. so I used a Havana photo.

So please click the link, and vote a 10. Each IP address can vote -once a day- ... so if you think of it tomorrow or two days from now, each vote is appreciated. I got a week left in this thing, and Im fighting!!

I adore you guys, thank you for the help... Truly.

xoxoxox

HERE.... vote a 10, be my Hero

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the same image and saying its yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// // // // //

[everything is subject to change at my whim]

[18+ plz k thx BEWBS]

Take a deep breath, you know what's coming.


I spread my arms to my side and feel every muscle stretch. I must be able to reach miles, reach other states with these arms.
I take a deep breath and fill a long worm within me with air. I feel it expand in push against my skin. Deep breath, and grow.
I roll my eyes to the back of my head, and I see into my thoughts. I look into my mind with eyes closed and I see a blank faced crowd staring back. They are blank without emotions, black without expressions, black without facial pieces. Smooth skin, toned forms, staring back without eyes.

But they are waving.
Hello, out there. Goodbye, stranger.

My eyes snap back and I breath again. Shake it off. Shake it off. Just relax.

And I do, starting at my head. I relax and my pores opens one by one in a wave. My hair falls out and tickled my back as it floats down carelessly. I can feel a ripple in my skin as I truly relax... all the way past my arms, past my chest, past the worm in my belly. I feel my fingernails fall off seamlessly, one by one. I feel nipples slide down my sides.
I relax in a powerful wave that hits the group and snaps back, exploding and breaking my ankles.

No pain.

With feet firmly planted, I begin to fall back on the supportless bridges that used to hold me up. No more. I fall and my back is tickled again by air, wind, sound, movement.
I smell salt. I hear birds.

Can you?


I think of reasons to enjoy a summer. I try to absently ignore the way my skin itches. If only I could shove it off.

When I finally hit the ground, I hear a sound like glass breaking. My outer shell cracks and I crash like a wave. Skin now water, water now earth, flowing over it all. Here I am, in my infinity.
I still smell salt, and in the distance, I hear birds.

I dont mean to impose, but I am the ocean.


and these are the drunken ramblings of your resident surrealist.
I wont remember this tomorrow.

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the same image and saying its yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// // // // //

[everything is subject to change at my whim]

[18+ plz k thx BEWBS]

So, I am thinking of getting a print account.
Do any of you have one? How do you like it?

xoxo

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the same image and saying its yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// // // // //

[everything is subject to change at my whim]

[18+ plz k thx BEWBS]




I went to a Suicide Girls Detroit night last night. All was well and good, until I realized that I misplaced my keys within the first 5 min. Morbid memento? Of course, they are mysteriously gone.
Poof.

I was going to leave this account. I even created another name to jump too.
But honestly, even tho I hate this username... I adore the friends Ive made, and Im still proud of getting a single DD. Id hate even the possibility of losing contact with people, so, I guess Ill stick around.

I spent some time in Columbus, Ohio for the Hell City Tattoo Con, and then a week after spending time with my girlie Meow.
Ive obviously been spending some time away from the internet. Im dealing with a lot of issues, all of which are personal and I dont feel like sharing with the voidless internet, ... and it demands my attention elsewhere.
I just need a break, I guess.

I broke down and made an adult decision. I signed a lease and now have a brand new car. Kiwi Green Ford Focus, with black interior. That bitch needs some pink stripes, I think.

I have another pile of clothes to sell off soon in the SG Sales group. Doing all I can to make some money in my tight spot. Oi.

Be well kittens. Ill have a more update darling entry soon ... this is just me saying "Hi. Im Alive."

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the same image and saying its yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// // // // //

[everything is subject to change at my whim]